When You Hope to God a Dream is not Prophetic

Everyone at some point in time has had that dream where they dream that they are on the toilet and then they pee in the bed. It happened to me a few times as a child and so I came up with a way to stop myself. I noticed that in dreams your sense of touch is skewed so I made it a habit of doing 'reality checks' (long before I ever heard of this) every time that I would sit on the toilet. like do I really feel the seat on my legs? Did I feel taking my clothes off or do they feel like they are still on? That carried over and I would wake myself up when I realized that I was dreaming. Growing up, I got in a lot of fistfights (won all but one that got stopped early) and I started having dreams about fighting them again only I couldn't feel the pain on impacts and it seemed like my punches weren't doing anything. Fast forward to the past few years, and suddenly something changed, I could FEEL in my dreams. i don't know what changed, but suddenly as an adult I had the dream of being on the toilet and my reality checks didn't work. Then I started having dreams that I was getting tortured, and dying and I experienced the most horrible pain in them. A couple of times I dreamed that I was dying, and then experienced the death. Twice though the death dreams came to me as visions while I was awake. i experienced the pain and the emotions and saw what happened in the death but as an overlay, while normal reality was still going on and I could still see, hear, and feel what was actually happening around me and the overlay was faint. It was the strangest thing I've ever had happen to me. Those two instances seemed to be two instances where men told me of a time when they should have died but didn't. But a couple years ago I had a vision happen to me that there was nothing 'faint' about it so much that it made this reality seem like the dream. I was driving down the road listening to music singing along, tapping out a beat on the steering wheel, when suddenly I was no longer in my car. I was laying on my left side on wet concrete or metal in what looked like a metal storage container. my body was wracked in pain. The music was gone and I could only hear water dripping on metal and there was like a reddish light. I did my reality check to see if I could feel the steering wheel in my hands and I couldn't in fact, I could feel that my hands were tied behind my back. I started to try to move and figure out where I was and how I had got there, when instantaneously I was back in my car driving IN THE EXACT SPOT I had left, and the music hadn't missed a beat, though my vision has lasted a good minute or two. That afternoon I was telling someone about what happened, and they had been acting very strange lately. He acted more strange then said "Sins of the father." I said "What?" he said "Oh nothing,... Your leg is bleeding," I was wearing shorts and I looked down and said "Where? No it's not." it wasn't. He ran his finger down the front of my shin about 8 inches and said "You don't feel that? that's blood dripping down your leg." I said "I only feel your finger touching my leg" I looked at my leg, nothing there, and walked off like WTF was that. When I woke up the next morning, I had fresh scab on my leg in a line of about 8 inches straight down the front of my leg exactly where he had touched it. In the late 1990's or early 2000's I found a document online about the MKULTRA experiments where they were describing hypnotizing a subject into believing that they were being tortured and they could remotely make the subject feel pain, even to the point of making them believe that they had been killed AND ACTUALLY dying. With what happened, I wondered if the reverse could be done, could you actually get tortured, yet endure it because you are in a hypnotic state to not feel it? Hypothetically yes, because one of the greatest uses of hypnosis has been as an anesthesia in surgery. I hope that I'm not making this a self fulfilling prophecy by writing this here, but the othernight I dreamed that an older version of me came to me and said "I'm coming to let you know that you will be tortured in real life, remember those dreams that you had last year? But, everything will get better, see I'm fine. When you have the chance to end it quickly, don't do it." I had a flash of a vision of being covered in blood in chains and a razor blade being close enough to reach. [In the past, I have practiced in meditation trying to send my consciousness forward or backward in time to myself, especially in the best and worst of times.] Then in my dream, I was hiding out in an abandoned house with my dad (who passed away last year) and he was shooting at the men that were coming for me. I told him about what I said to myself. He said "So what? Are you saying that I should just let them take you?" I said "No take out as many as we can, but just know that I will be ok." When I finished writing my post, YouTube suggested this to me, seems only fitting. https://youtu.be/W0CBzKfvA80