Has No One Else Encountered This? IT'S BULLSHIT
memory 2020, after the datura, seems I'm in a spiritual war between two different men vying for control over me, only one of them I trusted. He did different set ups to shake the other that I in a way agreed to, but it was using symbolism and hypnotic triggers but so was the other man, my head was spinning. Next thing I know I'm standing in the bathroom looking at myself, but I realized that I wasn't the primary consciousness in my body nor was I controlling it. 'Is this what it feels like to be possessed?' I thought. I started to call on Jesus and the other consciousness dismissively p ushed a memory of a conversation and suggested that I had consented to it for a short time. I watched from within myself as I dressed on my own without me operating my body. I heard her thinking. "Jeez these clothes, cheap and out of fashion." Not the kinds of thoughts that I have. 'Am I going crazy?' "Jeez don't start that" I thought it that I've had similar experiences in my dreams but in those instances I'm in someone else's body and they are primarily doing everything, but this was my body and I wasn't dreaming I'm sure of it. I'd also done some automatic writing, but again that is different and sometimes end up being my past or future self. But I decided to not fight for the time being and see where this went. My body told my husband that I was going to the store. I briefly resisted because I hadn't been willing to leave my children alone with my husband since the strange events lately, I relaxed when I felt like if I resisted hard enough I would regain control. But she/I went to the store and when we came back, my husband came up to me and said something about figuring out about a decoy, a shock of dread ran through the other consciousness and she thought "Shit he knows" My husband touched me with the dim mak, an electric shock went through my body, I almost lost my bowels and ran to the bathroom. That other consciousness was gone... One more event to chalk up in the weird files...a couple years later I ran across someone really strange that that told me basically that cops had killed some of the people that had helped me, presumably because they had helped me after the incident with my children. But I'm not sure what all to believe from him, he seemed pretty unhinged, he also asked me if we were in the point on the timeline where we didn't have electricity, and the radio was synching with the heart chakra and trying to control us. He said that there were major catastrophes and an ice age coming. Before he left he touched me with the dim mak and I felt an electric shock go through my body and then I lost my bowels, then I had a lovely bit of gang stalking and cops following me and threats from mafia and 'The Game' coming back around for a while.
So you ask is knowing the soul and intentions of anyone that you interact with so important? I don't just think it, I know that anyone that we come across we need to TEST THE SPIRIT so often in my misadventures people that I have turned to for help have ended up dead, threatened, really shook up, admittedly bought off, or drastically turn on me, or are emoty vessels, or stalkers. Then there's been credible sources tell me about hits put out on me, but that it's so shadowy that they couldn't trace the origin. Then top it all off with I still believe I'm being used and the measures that I have taken to shake that have been emotional to say the least.
It wasn't just sick enough that they had my 'husbands' doing this, but I've ran into so many that sometimes I give up on any good side existing anymore just mind controlled slaves and masters and I'm too moral to be master, too wild and smart to be a slave, so I'm sport in a game, though alternatively I guess there's levels of status within the game and I might have moved up? I really don't know. One person told me that there's 24 factions, and there is nothing else, the lone wolfs are hunted, the rest are slaves and cannon fodder.
https://www.euronews.com/next/2023/03/31/man-ends-his-life-after-an-ai-chatbot-encouraged-him-to-sacrifice-himself-to-stop-climate-