Hey You, yeah, You
Is there anything worse than that feeling like you have worn out your welcome in a place? What if that place is an online community? It's an imaginary place, but each individual behind it is real, the emotions that they go through are real. Their lives are real to themselves individually; but to the participants in the online community other's lives are imaginary based only off of what they are told about it. If you start having less communication with more mixed messages it becomes even worse, it comes down to do you go down one path of imaginary storyline about why someone is behaving in a certain way and ignore some mixed messages, or do you focus on certain other messages and base your interactions on that and ignore the other mixed messages. Eventually you have to stand up for yourself and say something. If you belong to an internet community where the only insights that you get to who that they are in real life comes down to just what they tell you, you don't know what they look or sound like in real life. Then you are relying on them to create this "reality" for you. If things in their life change then it's up to them to communicate this clearly this becomes even more clouded by egregores or mass consciousness. Then this becomes even still worse when there's an entity outside of that community that when you ask them who they are, they convince you that they are that person and they are communicating things that sometimes match up on such a profound level that you no longer doubt that they are that person. Sometimes trying to sort out the strings becomes maddening. Sometimes it's best just remove yourself from the situation, which apparently someone who can see believes that will achieve the best possible outcome too , as I can't seem to speak anywhere. But if you, whoever reads this wants to speak clearly and openly with me they can reach me through email, text, or phone calls xdginnx@gmail.com 580-751-0305.
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Was going to delete all this because I got the comms that from being a blabbermouth that were all going to die, but I wasn't able to erase it, so again trusting those that can see set in plan the best possible outcome for all . Débrouillard step forward.