Public Spectacle

Since I don't know what Wordman sent to refute it properly, I will tell my side of the story. I emailed Wordman back and forth for years, and never got a picture or a whole lot of personal information other than that he was split up from his wife but that he wanted her back. Sometimes when I was in-between relationships he would get flirty and I really jumped on it and he would say no that he only wanted his wife back. He made it very clear only friends and things went fine. Then he started sending things that made me think that he had changed his mind, and I again jumped for it. Then he posted things about that any feelings that I perceived were imaginary. Then when I posted my blogpost he suddenly snapped at me saying that he was going to bar me forever and delete me. I asked why what happened, no answer. I asked him for more communication and he didn't answer but posted stuff saying that everyone should do more communication. I got stuff saying that I was a stalker etc. Not willing to believe that he was doing this, I mirrored back some of it trying test if it was really coming from him. He completely ignored all of th and never sent any response. Then started talking to me like nothing happened, so I was left wondering. Then he posted about setting up meet-up with whoever is interested in the comments. So I said that I was interested in meeting him but not if it would cause any problems. He flipped out on me and told me to leave him alone, then later started talking to me again like we were great friends, so I answered in kind, then asked him again in as humblest way to explain his Jekyll/Hyde behavior and he flipped out again telling me to stop emailing him . That's the closest that I ever know of anything about meeting him. IF THERE IS ANYTHING THAT SAYS ABOUT ME GOING TO HIS HOUSE IT DID NOT COME FROM ME. AND WHAT'S MORE I QUESTION THE MORAL COMPASS OF ALL MY "FRIENDS" IN THIS PUBLIC SPECTACLE THAT I'VE BEEN CRYING OUT FOR SOMEONE TO TALK TO ME AND EXPLAIN MEANWHILE YOU ARE ALL PASSING AROUND SO CALL PROOF OF HOW CRAZY I AM AND NO ONE WILL TALK TO ME PERSONALLY (aside from words are) AND WATCH WHILE I'M DISPARAGED IN FRONT OF EVERYONE! It's one thing to ask one friend advice about another. It's completely different to send a public mass email to any of my potential friends discouraging them from talking to me after manufacturing a scene like that. Just because you think that I'm crazy doesn't mean that I don't have feelings and shouldn't be treated with some form of dignity! Up until the recent extreme mood swings, and betrayal, I have loved and respected all the things that I read that he had wrote, and I'd say that again without a shadow of a doubt that I am not in some way being a stalker as I'd given him every bit of information about me and I respected his choices to never call me or reveal personal information. I respected his privacy, and do not even know what he really looks like, until his privacy interferred with how he was treating me, then I repeatedly asked him to explain.Then on top of it being in contact with something that claimed to be him and things lined up but him never confirming nor denying and when things didn't match up straight up asking him and him staying in a neither confirming nor denying really mixed things up, both times it just seemed really wweeird that he didn't ask questions.... HEY ALL THE GUYS this whole thing IS SICKENING to the point where I feel like I might actually throw up. To have who I gave all the evidence to suddenly turn on me and delete information, call me crazy and send emails to all my friends discrediting me because I asked him to explain and everyone just falls in line behind it too. And people come out of the shadows to be hateful to me then delete it.I can't seem to download Brave. Brave was what I was years ago fighting to get my children back, this, this is battle fatigue of not being able to find someone consistent in what they say and do.