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Thank you Words are, as you're the only person still talking to me. The problem is that I live in the boonies there's only 1 clinical psychiatrist in a hundred miles radius. There was a clinical social worker specializing in cases of trauma and triggers, that met with me when I got picked up after being reported missing, because I took off to my safehouse because they threatened me. She was really good friends with the cop that later took my children as they were talking about a variety of cases in front of me that night, naming names. She testafied in court that I was running around in circles yelling "I can't get the voices in my head to stop!' She perjured herself all over the place and used a mix of false information, things I did say, twisted around until they were barely similar and information that could have only come from my dad's case files with the psychiatrist, but misinterpreted. And brought up my dad a number of times. I tried to present the body cam footage to show that I was NEVER acting like that. The prosecutor had ALL body cam and private camera footage thrown out. I showed numerous times in her testimony where she contradicted herself and the judge said something to the effect of perjury isn't relevant in a case like this and if I was going to represent myself I better know the laws. He was the one apparently ignorant of them as I had to continually identify the exact place for every law and he kept having to reread them. What happens when you elect a drug addict judge, and the people going after you set up CI's. The prosecutor is now the judge, she ran unopposed. My abnormal psych was after intro 1 & 2 I'm glad that I didn't drop it after my bad experiences in intro, It was my favorite. I started majoring in Psych, minor in physics. Then moved to teaching and anthropology, then international security and cyber security. Then my scholarships ran out, along with my homelife falling apart from my drug addict husband. So I went into medical through trade schools, and have been working in that. I completely agree, archetypes are used extensively in the programming, but that is because they work, it's a different animal though when you understand them and and try to break illusions, but even the strongest minds can fall to Elekta I know esp. if when deep emotions are attached. I highly recommend the book The Minds of Billy Miligan, I'm halfway through it, but it definitely helps me understand my dad and ex husbands better (who suffered similar child abuse) even though it scares me that I might have it, it also relieves me that mine is more probably a product of hypnosis, as ordinary people can be made to have amnesia and personas through hypnosis, considering that mine required hypnosis, and drugs and mind building, I'm leaning more towards that. Some people believe disassociation itself is universal. It gives me ideas to test. And it gives me insight to what happened in 2020 of all of a sudden encountering new alters of theirs. Some of my favorites in stage hypnosis, to follow. Notice personas, and notice in the second one when the hypnotized doesn't fully trust the hypnotist, yet it still works on some level, and he is attempting to find the emotions to fix it. Notice with the Arabic, in the first, it still requires a knowledge base. One of the signs for me is that certain knowledge bases, especially college, I suddenly had amnesia around, with dreams of that knowledge base internalized into something much more refined that I consciously knew. And some of the hypnosis was definitely used to give me amnesia. Notice the third one, the hypnotized being made to believe his name is something different and being adamant about it. https://youtu.be/8T7EAcGxxoA https://youtu.be/1nOTDEH3qgk https://youtu.be/J5gDypT9zbg Then I want to throw in manipulating love: https://youtu.be/iLGsyhu5mPY