But wait, you say, you did believe that he was hypnotizing you, and that there were groups out to get you, and that you had bouts of apropophenia and amnesia etc. weren't the cops and DHS somehow justified in doing this? The thing is, that I WASN'T saying any of this, and I can prove it. We are skipping what transpired from the end of 2020 and what convinced me to stay and why I had straightened up with everything and went along for a while. How I had learned to cross myself, and what that was. and why I believe that I had been working with some good forces for a while, but could not remember any betrayal again for a while. I had asked a detective to look into Chad for me in the meantime, and the last known good side in all this that I knew, or so I thought, had advised me to stay with him. By the time that my children were taken, I was actually doing some work that I believed in, though I wasn't working, I rectified much of the memories of what happened with Chad with being convinced of ends justifies means, etc. in retrospect very cultist... I'll explain more later, in the meantime, that story there isn't finished, I've got much more to lay out and explain, Especially explaining how people kept flipping sides until it made my head spin, then I was so mixed and confused that I ended up putting my trust back in Chad, for a while, but this kinda created a shadow self, my emotional self that knew what had actually transpired while my logical side had been convinced to delete memories. They had me delete the "illogical storyline" Even though it was actual events, They convinced me to file it as imaginary and dismiss it, this goes back to them understanding how I had created mind vaults, but not understanding what my dad had used to access it. They did this s number of ways, ways that I later used to hypnotize and program myself. I can lay them out, between using repeats of events and then convincing me that it didn't happen twice, which it did, but that only the second time had happened etc.