Are We Ever Free?

wanted to share this that I found interesting:
So I came home today and my front door was wide open, though I'm positive that it was shut, one because I always look at it as I'm driving away and two, I had a child in my arms leaving and the other children argued about closing the door, then I made sure they did. My medicine cabinet was unlocked and the melatonin was sitting out open. They're chewables so a drop of fentanyl would be simple. When in doubt, throw it out. ..Especially considering that I had just reread my 'pick your poison' post and it had a warning about a poison pill, and I wasn't sure who I was warning, but sometimes it's myself in the future...

https://wedreamofdginn.blogspot.com/2022/04/pick-your-poison.html?m=1 (there's a thinning today btw, or windows, take it or leave it) Random thought, do we yawn in dreams? Can it be a reality check?

So I've been planning on researching melatonin, but I've been putting it off because it's so convenient, if my children ask for something to help them sleep, or I want to stay up quasi dreaming to help get answers. But it's about time that I really delve into what exactly is melatonin and how it might be bad. So first off my first misgivings before researching are the usual, throwing off the balance in the brain, and the sourcing. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Melatonin Cursory reading of the Wikipedia on Melatonin says that melatonin is pretty universal among almost all organisms. but a few things immediately stick out, 1. that they genetically modified yeast and E. Coli to produce it. 2. it is an electrochemical process, involving electrons. 3.why in the hell have i not heard of unihemispheric sleep before? 1. E. Coli given sheep genes (chimera) in order to produce melatonin. [Sheep sleepwalking in spirals from a unknown sickness? say that 5x fast]

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/27005412/

Now who remembers this of the sheep walking in circles? https://www.abc.net.au/news/science/2022-11-22/sheep-circling-mystery-could-have-simple-explanation/101682672 So this article says that the possible explanation is that its Listeriosis which paralyzes one side of the face and causes the victim to walk in circles or lull around aimlessly. "The Listeria monocytogenes bacteria causes an asymmetrical infection in the brain stem, which can result in one side of the animal's face becoming paralysed and incessant circling, earning it the nickname "circling disease". However, there are a number of giveaways that circling disease is not behind the behaviour seen in the video, according to Andrew Fisher, a professor of cattle and sheep production medicine at the University of Melbourne. "They'd show a variety of circling and other neurological conditions and they'd get quite sick — some would die," Professor Fisher said. "The way it usually manifests is not in half the flock — it's sort of between 1 and 10 per cent might be affected."" 2. Electromagnetic chemical quantum functions in the brain... Let's start with this excellent video that explains links between static electricity, light, and quantum entanglement.

3. Unihemisphsric Sleep https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Unihemispheric_slow-wave_sleep#:~:text=Unihemispheric%20slow%2Dwave%20sleep%20(USWS,of%20the%20brain%20show%20unconsciousness. Notice in this that with unihemispheric sleep, the birds tend to fly in circles and one eye is closed, similar to listeriosis? The one side of the face paralyzed is also reminscent of Bells Palsy. Which is directly linked to vaccines. In fact, we didn't get vaccines growing up, then my brother got them when he was grown in order to go in the military and immediately got Bells Palsy lasting months his eye on that side would often close on it's own, or not close with the other eye. Let's see if we might be able to find more than a surface connection between them. The first question is can humans have unihemispheric sleep? According to this They don't officially have full unihemispheric sleep, but that they can have "Chimera" sleep patterns where one side does not sleep as deep as the other, leading to that light sleep where you can still jump to every little noise. NOTICE at the one hour mark of the YouTube video above, they found that covering one eye of a robin would shut off their magnetic compass on one side, hence the flying in circles. Strange I watched this video back when I was first sent the sheep video, by Robin then dreaming that I was explaining how important this video was to it all. When I woke up, I didn't see any link between the two. Now I do. I think that I've got a death vision waiting, they start with an unexplainable change in my senses, that if I push, they disappear then come back when I relax, suddenly I've got the worst taste in my mouth, but if I move my tongue around it disappears. The way that I 'feel: it is best descibed like when you've been swimming all day and you go to lay down and you can still feel the waves on your body, you know that you aren't actually experiencing it and if you get up and walk around, you don't feel it at all, but it's back when you relax... I'll lay down and see what comes. I was smelling and tasting cyanide, THEN the video said it. paralyzed jaw,,pain in the chest... someone closed off... can't tell if it's a man or woman...angry...I lost it.... well that was pretty ambiguous so much for sharing it, I think I'll leave it for insight though. Ok so the video at around the 1 hour 20 min mark says that liver enzymes make the breakdown of hydrogen peroxide one trillion times faster. Then connects it to 'quantum biology' as they say. This connects to some other work I've got coming...SPOILERS... Ok I've kinda lost where I was. But we could go straight into the split brain experiments and lobotomies. BTW to all of the people out there that blindly trust doctors, remind them that they are from a long line of people who blindly trusted doctors, just like all the lobotomy and electroshock patients. like these, especially the woman that repeatedly went back for more lobotomies! Going back to the split brain experiments and unihemispheric sleep. So the human brain has two separate sides that are connected by a bridge called the Corpus Callosum. Most people know that different sides of your brain are responsible for different types of knowledge and things. but the two sides only cross communicate through the corpus callosum. it is because birds and dolphins don't have this, that they are able to have unilateral sleep. Humans and other animals can live without having the corps callosum, but it creates a situation where a person can have separate memories where one part of the brain doesn't know what the other part of the brain knows. complete lack of the CC will cause clumsiness in anything that needs coordination between the right and left side. It has long been a pet project for those studying mind control, to be able to get a person to act without the main personality knowing they did. To be able to hide knowledge that would absolutely be safe from torture because the person doesn't know that they know it etc. So it's especially chilling when on a hunch I looked and found all of these papers on the COVID vaccine causing lesions specifically on the corpus callosum. [I'm no neurosurgeon, but I find this odd, I don't believe that most substances go to the CC before other parts of the brain.]

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/35488375/

"We present a case of a 51-year-old Caucasian woman who developed a reversible lesion of the splenium of the corpus callosum associated with small round-shaped white matter hyperintensities after the first dose of SARS-CoV-2 mRNA vaccine. Magnetic resonance imaging is fundamental for diagnosis and no treatment is generally required."

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC8524229/

Speaking of that mind control thing, I was going back through my search history looking for something that pertains from last year. I remembered all the different sites and videos that I had up and why. I remembered writing different things about them etc. for every single thing, except I found three different times where I was apparently looking up and booking plane flights, and I have no memory of it. I haven't flown in 15 years, not that I'm against it, but that is kinda how I woke up to that I was being used before... I'm going to shut everything down for a while and try to figure it out. I'll leave this unfinished. I'm hoping I'll remember that there was a benign explanation that I'll render. Update, after sleeping on it and wracking my brain, I remember getting advertising for booking flights and accidentally clicking on one. I was relieved remembering this, then I thought well what if I was getting that advertising BECAUSE I had already done it...So I thought I would check. Only one of them accounts for that. There's other instances of having tabs open to flight booking, then hotel booking next to it, and looking up addresses where I've never been. I guess I wasn't as free and awake as i thought over the past year. I feel like my life is like a dream where you wake up, then wake up again, and again repeatedly... I'm going to shoot all technology and go cry. I know that this is going to be leading to up to my research on lobotomy, and that golden orb weaver: Are we really surprised that so many people WANT the vaccine? And will continue to despite all the evidence. Look at the history of modern "medicine" with electro shock therapy, insulin coma therapy, and lobotomies! https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/26126398/ https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/23403342/ Rosemary Kennedy. Who also had a lobotomy, though it was done by Watts and Freeman. https://www.thecut.com/2017/02/the-1930s-doctor-who-popularized-a-terrifying-brain-surgery.html acidosis carbonation carbonation liver enzymes peroxide